give up.
give up NOW.
GIVE UP NOW!!.
hes not worth your TIME.
hes not worth you STRESSING and WORRYING over.
hes not worth your TEARS.
he doesn't care. not the slightest bit. he is just using you to fill time, using you when its only convenient to him, making his "almightly" decisions that is inconsiderate of your feelings. your feelings are worthless to him.
i can't ask why, i can't ask how, i can't ask when. i can't ask for anything.
what am i worth to you.? how important am i in your life? how much do you really care about me? all the answers to these questions, i refuse to acknowledge, but time and time again the truth comes back and slaps me in the face. hard.
answer. i'm not worth even 5 minutes.
everyone was right. i need to let go. the pain of knowing that someone you really care about and want to be with, treats you like rubbish.
just. let. go. please.
